Tent-making is going well! It’s great being back in the Asset-Based Community Development world, but I sure miss writing and recording.
I woke up this morning thinking about the work of the Lord in our lives. He so often uses gentle and tender means to capture our attention, but many times He uses deep pain to “break the sound barrier.” It’s hard for us to comprehend “why” the Lord would go to such lengths to move us closer to Him. Why pain? Why difficulty?
Growing up near Air Force and National Guard bases, I remember hearing several sonic booms throughout the day. Every window and teacup in the house would rattle. My dad would say, “Someone just broke the sound barrier!” He gave us the scientific explanation, but I couldn’t get over someone “wanting” to break the sound barrier. I obviously didn’t understand that the boom was connected to speed not that they were actually trying to break something.
This is a silly illustration, but… There are a lot of sonic booms in my life right now. It’s God. He’s breaking the sound barrier. He’s removing the “barriers” that prevent me from listening and responding to Him. Pride (and other vain imaginations) has been the biggest barrier to hearing the sound of His voice. It seems that every “tea cup” in my house is rattling! BOOM!
The most amazing thing we as Christians get to know is that Jesus Christ is ALIVE and the sound of His presence becomes a crystal clear reality when He breaks the sound barrier. I never would have imagined it this way, but I tell you it’s absolutely true. I am totally blown away by the reality of the Holy Spirit’s presence. I’m not talking about an audible voice. I’m saying He is speaking into my life beyond words, beyond feeling, beyond intellect, beyond explanation (it’s found in His word).
It’s not about having a spiritual experience; it’s about recognizing His glory. It’s discovering He’s holy, and realizing I’m not.
You see, I think the prophet Isaiah witnessed the BOOM of God in his life…
And the foundations of the thresholds trembled at the VOICE of Him who called out, while the temple was filling with smoke. Then I said, ‘Woe is me, for I am ruined! Because I am a man of unclean lips; for my eyes have seen the King, the Lord of hosts’”(Isaiah 6:4-5).
I’ve missed hearing this truth. I forgot, for a while, who I am and WHO GOD is. I fell into the trap that it’s all about me. I lost sight of the reality that God’s not here to meet my desire for spiritual fulfillment. Sure, He blesses us, but once my personal, spiritual satisfaction becomes my endeavor, my passion, I’ve lost sight of God. I fall prey to the pursuit of holiness, rather than the pursuit of the HOLY ONE. Perhaps this is the trend that is most troubling in Christendom today. You can hardly pick up a Christian book these days without coming face-to-face with the force of human endeavor and pride.
May we continually humble ourselves before the Lord Most High…
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