In June of 2007, we held our first Grace Tapestries strategic planning/vision meeting. I was very comfortable using an organizational development model back then and so that’s where we began: identifying needs and potential solutions; identifying goals and objectives and measurable outcomes. Really? Seriously? I was so ignorant of the Holy Spirit’s desire and ability to lead. It took the Lord over three years to shake up my self-sufficiency … and He’s still clearing away the dross!
My pastor, Joel Van Hoogen, recommended that I read “Rees Howells Intercessor” by Norman Grubb. I read the book years ago, but had very little recollection of the content. Well, within the first three chapters the Lord knocked the wheels off my bandwagon! My definition of ministry was shot out of the water. And then Joel recommended that I listen to “Ten Shekels and A Shirt” by Paris Reidhead (see www.sermonindex.net). That did it! I was undone. Ruined in the good sense of the word. There was no going back to the old model, the old traditions and strategies. Praise the Lord!
Tomorrow some Grace Tapestries friends are gathering for a “share the vision” ministry meeting. All I know is that the Holy Spirit will lead. All I want to do is give the Lord Jesus Christ all the glory for anything He has accomplished through our ministry. All I want to do is seek His face and tell of His marvelous works. All I want to do is avail myself for His purposes, to His indwelling life, for where He is leading us in 2012. His will be done. I’ll follow His lead. The strategy is all His. Amen!